what was i saying?

i'm really, really forgetful sometimes. or maybe its just more that i get distracted really easily. i'm pretty sure i'm probably ADD, i mean, like i've said in earlier blogs, my brain flies at a million miles a minute, but also, there are times i'm just sitting there thinking, then all of the sudden, i can't even tell you what i was thinking about. like *POOF* gone. but the thing i have a really good memory. sometimes it's to the point where it creeps people out. yes i do remember you from 1st grade even though i haven't seen you since, plus i can recall at least one conversation or thing we did together. i also just remember random stuff. like trivia crap. totally random. sometimes that comes in handy, but once again, sometimes it's just weird.
now about the getting distracted, i could be in the middle of a conversation with anybody, about something serious, and then something shinny catches my eye, i'm gone. but only for a second, i can always bring it back, so at least that good, right?

that is also why i can change topics so quickly

bam, we're on a new page
i hope you all kept up with that.
i really want to see Paranormal Activity 2, like really bad, and i want to see Devil (i think that's what its called...) but the problem is, i'm a baby in scary movies. like it's bad. i end up hiding behind my hands, i sleep with the lights on for weeks. jumping a lot, screaming, all of it. but at the end, i'll tell you i loved the movie. for some reason every scary movie that i go to see in the theater, i end up going LATE at night. like at midnight. you think i would learn... but both of these are out on dvd now, so i just have to find someone who will put up with me to watch them :D
also, i really want to see the Social Network.... i'm kinda behind in movies at the moment... haha

ah, i just heard the train outside. i remember when we first moved here it scared the crap out of me, it used to wake me up at night, but now, if i can't hear it, i miss it.  also, i have to hear a clock ticking to sleep well. like if i buy a new clock i HAVE to make sure it ticks, it can't be a quite one. i used to have friends who hated the sound and it was always a issue at sleep overs

school update: i have all of my books (6 of them...) for my 5 classes, 16 units. and one of those classes doesn't even have a book... oh well. i'm actually still on the wait list for one, but i'm 2nd, so i'll be getting in, hopefully i'm one of those people that does well in night classes, because 3 of the 5 are at night... yikes. basically, if you want to hang out with me, you gotta call on Friday or Saturday night haha. but that's okay, who even does anything on weeknights now, right?

this spring break i'll be going on a Mission Trip with my youth group to San Francisco. i'm super excited, but also, i'm almost nervous. like what will it be like to be doing mission work so close to where i live? also, i'm really excited about this fundraiser we're doing. it's called "Guys and Dolls" we're putting on a dinner/dance date night for anyone aged high school and up themed after the 40's. you can come, eat, dance and it all goes to support the trip. you get to dress up. it's February the 13th, so if you want to go let me know! tickets are only 10 bucks each and we'll even have childcare! if you buy a ticket from me, then you are helping me pay my way, all of the money i raise gets to go right to my fund (yaaaay!) so if you're at all interested, you know where i am! :D
we'll i should be getting to bed here... i've got stuff going on tomorrow!

random fact
i think Tinkerbell is the cutest thing. my binder is a Tinkerbell one. also, when i was 5 i got my cat, long story short, i thought he was a she. so i named "her" Tinkerbell. once i found out "she" was a he, it changed to Tinker. i miss him =[

ttfn
emilie