hmmm.. lets see, whats going on in my brain tonight...
well i guess i could explain the name of this blog. you see, i love this song called "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield. its not anything new, but still a great song. (i'm listening to her new cd right now actually) i really like the idea, that even though, things might be going bad right now, or not our way, there's still hope, because, you still have the future. we don't have to live in the past, nobody can tell you who you are and we can make our life what we want. and the rest is still unwritten is one of the main lines in the song, so there you go =]
if you've never heard it, you should
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7k0a5hYnSI
you should listen to pretty much all of her music actually. her new stuff is really good so far!
now if you know me, you know i'm really not the serious. and depending on who i'm with, i keep getting lower in the age i'm acting. one of the people that does that the most to me is my mommy.
yesterday, we were watching the news and they where talking about medical marijuana (i had to google how to spell that, so if someone says something about me looking it up, that is why, i swear). the person reporting then said "we need to weed out the issue at hand here!" we looked at each other and just lost it. we act pretty immature with each other. i remember there's some song out there that has "do, do" in it. every time, my mom laughs, and then i lose it. sometimes there isn't even a real reason why we're laughing actually, one of us starts the giggle and off it goes! when we text each other we actually use "gol" instead of "lol" for giggle out loud. sure we have our fights, but they last about 5 minutes and then one of us starts crying and apologizes and then the other one does it and 5 minutes later we'll be giggling again. i've been told by some of my friends that we don't act like mom and daughter, but more like friends or sisters. frankly, i don't know why i would do with out her. <3
my parents have never been really strict, but they do make sure i'm safe. i can't think of anytime i've had a actual curfew besides when i had my driving curfew. as long as i could text them and tell them where i was, who i was with, my reasoning for staying late and when i'd be home i was fine. (not that i stay out until 1 and party every night) i kinda liked that they let me learn on my own that, hey, staying out late the night before you have to be up at 5 isn't a good idea, instead of just telling me no. they let me get my permit the day i could (day before thanksgiving) so that i would be able to get my drivers licence on my 16th birthday (i passed, thank you very much) they let me just a week after being in the hospital and being only 15, go to New York for a week with my choir, they let me, as a 16 year old, drive myself to Ohlone 3 times a week to take classes. they let me get on a plane, a bus and a boat and go into Canada for a month knowing that they wouldn't hear from me for a month. heck, they let me have a bouncy house for my 16th birthday (i know, i'm a cool kid) but i have to say, what i like the most about them is that they let me learn things for my own. i have friends who complain that their parents won't let them do anything, can't go anywhere can't do this and can't stay out. now, i know for myself that there's really no point in staying out late, or that thing is really overrated, but i know that because my parents just let me actually experience it, instead of, "no because i said so" i think i've learned more from that, then i ever would from hearing the word no over and over again.
well this doesn't feel right without some kinda of picture... hmmm... what can i find...
this is my buddy Nick =] he has less teeth now though...
he's gonna be 7 tomorrow, the 31st. that makes me feel old... i remember the day he was born. i wasn't old enough to go see him so his dad helped sneak me in. i remember his first day of kindergarten too. i cried haha. we have this funny relationship, i'm kinda like his best friend, an aunt, a 3rd sister, and a 2nd mom all rolled into one. i watch him after school a lot and he sleeps over sometimes. i don't know what i would do without this kid, he cracks me up. let me see if i can actually find a cute, smiling picture of him...
he's hard to take pictures of, but i still love him =]
random fact:
i cannot sleep with socks on, no matter how cold it is
until the next blog!
emilie
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