because i'm an adult that is. (don't worry mom... it's not like i have a bike anyways!)
so i don't feel any different still. i mean like it's really fun to say "i'm 18" and i signed a form for a background check (good thing i didn't get arrested in the 2 days i was 18 before that!) but other then that, nothing has changed. and i guess i'm one of very few brand new adults who didn't go buy a lottery ticket on my birthday (shame on me)
i signed the form to pierce my nose (i love it. even if it feels weird still. update, i finally sneezed, it wasn't that bad) and that's about it. ha. Kristen told me i wasn't allowed to hit on minors anymore, but on the bright side i can go for the older men! (kidding mom and dad... mostly)
but all in all, age is really just that. an age. a number. a digit that i write down. not that i mind. i'm happy i made it this far, but i really don't feel all that adult yet. but on the flip side i don't feel like a kid either.
i'm sure i'll figure this out someday.
maybe.
other then my birthday the start of my summer has been uneventful. which i really needed after this school year. i tested into the math class i needed and got the schedule i wanted (YES!) which is awesome. and i think next semester will be a good one, but i'm glad for this break. i graduate the first time in just a few days. the second time in just a week and a few days (your all invited. party at my house after. yay! june 11th) so i guess i'm starting to feel more grown up. i get to join the college group at church soon, which i'm really looking forward too. i just hope i can find that deeper connection soon. it's what i'm really looking for, i just don't know for sure where yet....
but i guess that is a part of life. searching for the next thing. searching for what we want. searching for someone to love. but really shouldn't that searching be for God? i wish it was easier to just live that way. live in God. it sounds amazing. and it's times like these that i really start to miss Malibu and want to find my Malibu here....
random fact
i hate wearing shoes or socks. hate it. my feet suffer in the winter and in the summer i'm barefoot all the time
emilie
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