can someone stop this ride? i'd like to get off...

Day 23: Favorite Movie
um... already answered this one... haha
oopss :)

Day 24: Something you've learned
it's time for me to take care of myself and my relationship with God, even though i've found that to be really hard to do...

Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs
Better then Revenge - Taylor Swift
Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
Smile - Glee Cast version (Lily Allen)
Sober - Pink
F**kin Perfect - P!nk
Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift
Shots - Lil John featuring LMFAO (don't judge me, i did a hip hop dance to this....haha)
Take My Hand - Shawn McDonald
Held - Natalie Grant
Hollywood's Not America - Ferras

my head is spinning. not in a good way either. my ears are stuffy and clogged and i can't walk straight or move my head without getting dizzy. it's tons of fun. going to try to figure out whats causing it tomorrow. wheeew.
yesterday was a super busy day. to start it off i got a test back. worst grade i've ever gotten in my life on anything... haha. but after the curve grading it moved up to a C.... i'll just let you figure out what it was before =p just shows me what i have to study more for next time + how to watch this teachers wording (he's one of those tricky ones) plus tons of other classes.  today i was going to get a lot done, but then i woke up and felt like my entire bed was on a ride spinning around. i managed to get all of my hw done, and luckily my teacher cancelled class tonight, so here i lie. hoping to feel at least a little better tomorrow, but i'll have to go get it checked out tomorrow as well, since it didn't go away today. i thought i was bad at walking before... haha.
i've been trying to go to the gym as often as i can, but these last few weeks i've just been thrown off of my schedule... it's frustrating to get into a routine then have to entirely start over. i'm even more frustrated because i'm the person who never gets sick. and i hate it when i do.

it's kind of like anything in life i guess though, i do so well doing my devotions for a few weeks, then i don't for a month. i keep my room clean for a few days, then it's crap again. it's so hard to keep the good habits, but so easy to fall back to the old/bad ones.
i'm beginning to find that this journey that i thought would be easy, is anything but. and sometimes i have to do something that really is hard to do. but it's part of me growing. and i know that if God had ever told me that i would be facing the things i am today, i would be running, as fast as i could in the other direction. and as tempting as that is at times, i'm glad i didn't. i'm glad i sat and listened in Malibu, when Sheri talked to me. i'm glad i followed through and stood my ground. i'm glad that i left myself be hurt. i'm glad i turned this over to God, even though, at times i hate it. i can't explain it much better, besides this, you know that pulling that splinter out will hurt. but it hurts now. and it will hurt when you pull it out, and probably after as well. but if you don't take care of it and endure the pain, it's going to fester, and become infected, and then, you'll be in a much worse position then if you had just taken care of it then and dealt with it.
that's sort of a gross way to put it. but i think it's true.

random fact

that's a gross picture. and i really do hate it. cover your toes!!
until the next one,
emilie