a world of bliss, a world of fear...

Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in
i just looked for like 20 minutes... i can't find one.
haaa
i live in Newark, CA. but i lived in Fremont until i was 13
i've only moved once that i remember :)

Day 28: Something that stresses you out
i can't really find a picture of this either... because i'm not really sure what one thing stresses me out
its a combination of a lot of things, school, boy, me, life. basically, everything can stress me. but that doesn't mean i'm always stressed. i mean, right now i am a little bit, but thats because i didn't really get anything done Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday of last week, because i felt so bad. so i'm a tiny bit behind on school work, but i plan on finishing catching up on everything else tomorrow during my break at school. i should be just fine :)

now whats been on my mind?
everyone has two sides. every story has a different side, every song could mean more then one thing and every word could be taken differently. basically, nothing is really ever as it seems. even in having a normal conversation with someone, you could be hiding something, they could be hiding something, or you could take something in a totally opposite way of what they meant. 
there is always another side.
now what do we do with that? just let it happen? or question everything?
you see, i was driving around Fremont with my mommy and on Fremont Blvd, by the hub, by blockbuster, this was written
"question everything"
but is that really how you want to live your life? always questioning whats true and whats fake? or is it better to live in an unreal bliss where everything is fine and dandy in your world? frankly, the second sounds quite nice, but really, is that what you would want for all of your life? or should we be questioning everything? should we always be scared to walk out of our door, questioning what the neighbor really meant when they told me to have a nice day?

this is a picture a girl i know from friends/facebook took. i've never actually met her, but she seems pretty cool :) her names Emily Robertson. and i think that this is amazing.
we may all see a smiling face, but what's underneath can be quite different. you never know what someone is truly going through. anyone can put on a smile. but maybe, that's what you should be questioning. is it real?
or are you looking at a mask?

random fact
i have chronic hiccups. and everyone tries to tell me how to get rid of them when i start, but the thing is, nothing can stop them. i just wait it out. and poof, they go away.

questioning somethings,
emilie